See I love snow, but I like heat in my house too! LOL So. yes, we were very lucky, when I think of so many poor souls sitting in the cold and dark.

Hon, I can't even imagine how you feel, you have to give yourself time. You must be still in shock, even knowing it was coming, it's still a shock. And it may take time, but new doors will open. I think for a while you'll have to be like Dean and fake it till you make it.
((extra hug))